Poem: Year After Year

Forced to leave at gunpoint

Leave your home

Separate from family

Either to a refugee camp

or an open air prison


Year after year

Hoping to come back home

With a key on your neck

A key that looks dull but is truly glistening

Waiting to be used to open its door after many years

Waiting for the rotation that unlocks a world that existed once

 

With tall olive trees

A calm mediterranean breeze

Without the constant stress of survival

 

Unfortunately its door is long gone

The world is much changed

Your home replaced by something else

Something devoid of serenity

Devoid of any sense of charm

A nightmare disguised as a country

A nightmare with impunity

A nightmare that is unbelievably lucid

 

Year after year

The bombs continue to rain

An endless flurry of missiles

A consistent stench of wreckage and death

Humans buried by rubble

Toys suffocated by the debris

A doll without a head

Unable to escape the airstrikes

Unable to be played with

Unable to be hugged

Unrecognizable

Without a child to comfort

Left to rot as people reel from the impact

Constantly too stunned by the scale of destruction

The scale of misery able to be afflicted

 

Year after year

More friends dead

More family dead

More children without parents

More parents without children

Children whose skin has been stained

Stained black from white phosphorous

Stained black like the asphalt on the roads they are forbidden to go on

Stained by the fact they were born on the wrong part of the planet for people to care

 

Year after year

Leaders don’t mention you 

They negate your humanity

They continue to ignore your plight

They’d rather fund your eradication

Let your destruction go unchecked

Worse they allow it

Ignoring the homes wrecked

Ignoring the water poisoned

Ignoring the schools shattered

Ignoring the separate roads

Ignoring the checkpoints

ignoring you

 

You’re told to leave home

So you don’t get caught in crossfire

What home

Where to

Whose fire

This is hell

Worse it is an eternal hell

 

They tell you this is deserved

Years of occupation

Years of apartheid

Years of slaughter

Years of genocide

The constant Nakba

What did you do?

 

smile?

 grieve?

  die.

 

So when they tell you to leave when you have nowhere to go

 

You tell them you’ve had enough 

 

You stay and fight as you have nothing left

Nothing but a burning desire for emancipation

 

A desire that after year after year

You will be free

 

 

 

 

Resources to Help

Palestinian American Medical Association: https://palestinian-ama.org/campaign/show/13/crisis-fund 

Palestinian Children’s Relief Fund: https://www.pcrf.net/

Islamic Relief:https://irusa.org/middle-east/palestine/